AMORPHOUS
Glass-like
molten pieces of me
Red-fire
incandescent mixed-up pieces of someone
Someone
that used to be me
Shattered
remains of an unknown unmet personage
Listless
remnants of my limbs
Leftovers
of who once I was to be
Waiting,
hoping, deceiving myself
My
bigoted ego
The
unbreakable mirror
That
reflects nothing, but pain
That
shapeless untamable silhouette
That
darkens the prison where I stay
Barbed
wire around my body and neck
Doing
in, doing deep
The
stems of the rose of pain
Entangled
forever around my brain
Eyeless
sound
Fake
hatred
Forced
love
Untrue
feelings, my filthy fa�ade
Where
is the craftsman I need
To
shape and model my unborn dreams?
Hopelessly
awaiting in this illusion
As
blurred and diffuse as my confusion
Wild
pieces, my jigsaw
The
undefined definition
That
puzzles me up
And
makes my heart want to vomit blood
SOLITUDE
Away
Alone
A
lost child
Shaking
destiny�s spiteful hand
Not
even a mouthful of words
From
him will come out
His
voice has gone unheard
As
an outsider he has always felt
Words
cannot inhabit his world
That
distant world
Of
hideous feelings and bad cards dealt
Wry
contradictions tear his mind
For
loneliness� vicious cycle
Will
he never dare leave behind